That was the way it composed itself for me, yesterday’s unexpected little party in the garden of the Macauley house. The late afternoon sunshine was of that exquisite pale gold sort that comes in early Autumn, and the shadows were long on the smooth lawn. The strolling guests seemed to me like figures in a painting, sometimes still, sometimes moving imperceptibly from their positions in one group to make up different, but equally picturesque formations in another - though from where I sat, with Lady Macauley in a flowered pavilion just below the terrace, the moving figures were blurred by distance, making it hard for me to know precisely who was who, and where in particular at any given moment Bill was, especially in his possible proximity to Belle.
If Bill had come rushing home from Darwin with the idea of wresting Belle from out of the clutches of David Porteous (and it’s my belief he had), he was to find little opportunity for doing so on this occasion. Belle herself had phoned us the evening before, to say that her mother was holding a little impromptu party in the garden to celebrate her birthday ( we were not permitted to inquire which one); and that, having heard Bill had returned, was especially anxious to know that he would be there.
“She has invited everyone we know, and a good many we don’t” Belle explained. “ And she insists that she will need Bill there to see her through. My cousin Hortense is here on a visit you see, and Mummy feels that it will require a large company to dilute her presence, and drown what she calls her extraordinary great owl's-hoot of a voice.”
Hortense’s voice was the first that Bill and I heard indeed, as we passed through the arched gate which separates the kitchen garden from the formal south lawn, and saw the large company assembled there. Hortense had called loudly, before swooping down upon us from a distance like some great bird, with wings out-stretched and colourful plumage flying. I say she called to us, but really her cry was for the company at large: uttered, as Lady Macauley says she utters everything, as if from a great height – from a belfry, say, or a high tower - and for the benefit of a breathless audience probably seated below.
“Raise high the roofbeam, carpenters!” was Hortense's theatrical cry. “Like Ares comes the bridegroom, taller far than a tall man!”
Lady Macauley was irritated by this outburst. “What in the world is she talking about?” she grumbled, after we had both leant down to receive her welcoming embrace. “She really is the most absurd creature. She should be in vaudeville - or a circus! But even she ought to know better than to bellow at poor Bill like that, about bridegrooms!”
“Don’t worry Aunt, it’s only a quotation – and probably a poorly rendered one at that!” Hortense had entered the pavilion by now; had enveloped first me, then Bill in extravagant embrace. After which she held Bill off from her a long moment, as if to drink deep of every remembered physical aspect of him with her eyes. “But Bill knows his Sappho and his Song of Songs, I’m sure!" she went on. " Not to mention his Salinger - he knows everything. And understands my ways by now, besides; so that he knows I mean no personal threat to him with my quotations. I am sick with love of him of course – oh but my dear good people, simply prostrate! But I also know that he can never be mine.”
“You’d do very much better then to keep your more bizarre quotations to yourself!” Lady Macauley sharply returned. "Sappho indeed - you torment and embarrass the poor man beyond belief! You torment and embarrass me, if you want to know – which is a quite intolerable thing to have to suffer at one’s own party!” But Hortense had drifted away out of earshot by then; drawing Bill’s arm within her own and taking him off with her across the wide expanse of lawn to join the other guests. So that Lady Macauley’s last words were lost beneath the receding rise and fall of her continuing monologue.
I would have liked to have gone off with them. I had spotted Belle at last, walking slowly along a shaded path with David Porteous; stopping at intervals to admire the flowers, and to turn towards one another to exchange what seemed to be pleasantly comfortable remarks. I was disturbed by the apparent increase of intimacy between them, and anxious to see if Bill would find her. But Bill had gone off in another direction with Hortense; they had passed into a hedged and secluded area at the far end of the garden that was called the Wilderness, and were presently obscured from view.
It was evidently to be my lot to remain closeted with Lady Macauley inside the flowered tent, where she had collected about her the usual little group of carefully selected guests. Rose was there of course, immaculate in cream linen; Imogen Porteous was there, looking prettier and more relaxed than I remembered - and so, surprisingly, were Roland Baines; and Pamela, leaning attentively in her hostess’s direction, benignly smiling beneath a nodding hat.
It must have been three quarters of an hour that passed pleasantly enough in general conversation, with most of the entertainment coming from bright exchanges between Lady Macauley and Imogen Porteous, who seemed to have perfected quite a line in lively banter with the old lady since I’d seen her last. Rose was not altogether pleased with this development; seeing in it perhaps some erosion of her own position as Court Favourite. She looked bored in fact – she yawned openly at one point; and then found opportunity to lean close to my ear and whisper that Pamela was quite ‘the chosen one’ these days. “It’s because of Roland” she added; “Lady M thinks he’s quite the most astonishingly useful little man to have about. It’s like having a trusty calculator always to hand, she says; so that one no longer has to do any of the difficult sums oneself. She doesn’t see how she could ever have managed without him!”
Lady Macauley seemed to have caught the tail end of this whispered aside, but if she were annoyed by it, chose to give no sign. She had been telling Pamela and Roland about the marvels that ‘clever Imogen and her equally clever sister’ were working with the tapestries; but she was suddenly weary of it all; she had remembered that there was to be a little ceremony with candles and champagne at six o’clock, and she was looking about for Bill.
“What can he have been doing down there in the wilderness with Hortense all this time?” she wanted to know. “ It's not as if they can have been making love after all, is it? I don't believe that, with that extraordinary husband of hers now gone, there can be a man left in the world who could possibly achieve the feat of making love to poor Hortense! I do think it’s too bad of her just the same, to have carried him off like that! She knew I particularly wished to have him with me for the cutting of the cake.”
She wanted Belle too. Belle was to have brought the cake and lit the candles; and with six o'clock drawing near, Rose was dispatched to go and find them both, and bring them back. I thought it fortunate that Rose had gone off in quite the wrong direction. Not having been attentive, as I had, to the changing patterns of people on the lawn, she had missed the moment at which Bill had emerged with Hortense from behind the hedges of the wilderness, to join Belle and David Porteous, and a group of others, beside the roses. Nor had Rose caught the moment, as I had, when Bill had drawn Belle aside, then detaching her from the group, moved off with her slowly in the direction of the house. That had happened at least half an hour earlier, and I hadn’t seen them since; so I suggested to Lady Macauley that two seekers would be better than one, and that I would therefore go off in the opposite direction from Rose, and see if I could locate them somewhere else.
I found them coming out of the house together, carrying between them the tall cake, and another tray with glasses, and several bottles of iced champagne. They looked ordinary, unconspiratorial enough; but it was clear to me that something momentous had occurred between them in that short half hour of their absence. They were close, close. Not touching just then, obviously, on account of the trays they carried, yet together in a way which suggested that nothing would ever separate them again. Bill looked – not triumphant exactly, that was not his style; but buoyant somehow, happy and light of heart, in a way which I hadn’t seen him look for years. And Belle was lovely, suddenly. Her eyes and skin were glowing (she has her mother’s eyes – why hadn’t I noticed that before?). She was smiling too, as if she thought she would never be able to stop - so that I wondered how anyone could ever have thought her plain!
They had a plea to make to me, for all that. They could see I had guessed what had passed between them, and they admitted they couldn’t be happier, and knew that I would be happy for them too. But would I please, just for the moment, keep that knowledge to myself? “We’re not sure how Mummy will take it, you see” Belle explained. “ She has been accustomed to think of Bill as her own – it will be hard for her to have to let go. And besides, we want to enjoy it all in private for as long as we possibly can....”
I promised, of course; I had the greatest possible joy in doing so. And the ceremony of cake and candles passed off without sign that anything remarkable had happened. It did seem to me however that Lady Macauley glanced rather sharply once or twice at Belle’s altered countenance. And that David Porteous had guessed, and was gravely discountenanced. And Hortense did take me aside to whisper ( well, hoot sotto voce would be a fairer description), that if she couldn’t have Bill herself, then there wasn’t a woman in the world she’d rather see him with, than her cousin Belle!
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Hortense, despite her hooting, has a kinder heart than I would have in these circs! I love your description of garden parties in gardens so huge that guests can wander off and become lost for hours!
Yes Anon, and it's particularly nice when you know the garden in question, don't you think?
I've just been back to give a credit to Salinger as well as Sappho, btw....
(And can't think where the idea came from that Sappho was a lesbian! She seems to have made her fatal leap for love of some man...)
How absolutely gorgeous. Bill in love, the return of Hortense. Wonderful stuff. It's given a real lift to my day. I love Hortense as a cross between an owl and raucous bird of paradise/parrot cross.
And a singer of songs, OM! Hortense is definitely a singer of great songs (hope you 'got' the Solomon's Song connection)! Her tragedy is that there's seldom anyone listening (without having to cover their ears, that is).
Bill and Belle will always have the tenderest possible regard for her though, of that you can be sure.
But most of all it's as I said on your own page ... TG you're back! I think I must have got just too long and unwieldy for anyone to tackle at all now. Still, as a means to an end (ie just getting the thing written!) the blog has been a godsend.
Superb & the best ever. La creme de la creme. With thanks! Rosalind
I like Hortense - bad taste and lack of manners is always a nice and genuine thing unlike Porteous and co and definitely preferable to the old Ladys interference...
Rosalind, thanks! That was high praise indeed - but I'm so glad you enjoyed it.
And Mutley, thanks for coming in from the beach for long enough to leave me a comment.
Lucky you though - and so glad you approve of Hortense. Though on the whole I don't think they're your kinds of people are they, the ones I write about?
I'd always thought your stories had something painterly about them beatrice, I imagine you arranging and rearranging figures like in a picture, or that peter greenaway film where the chap has to draw the house. your descriptions always take me away somewhere for those few minutes...
Solomon reference passed me by, which is bad, so am going to re-read now. You are really something on the cultural references front. PS checked out the British Library archives. Well done you, if I haven't already said so.
Such a very nice comment to receive, Rilly! Thank you so much.
Perhaps I paint with words because I can't do any other kind of painting? My grand-daughter tells me I'll improve with practise - but so far the signs are woefully few.
(Should that have been practiCe, do you think?)
Solomon reference extremely slim OM - I'm not surprised that you missed it!
I'd like to have put lots in, because it's so beautiful, and so extraordinarily erotic - but all I managed was Hrotense saying that she was "sick, of love":
'He brought me to the banqueting house, and his banner over me was love;
Stay me with flagons, comfort me with apples: for I am sick of love.'
It always worried me me a bit, that line. I always wanted to put a comma between 'sick', and 'of' - just to make it clear she was not simply bored with love.
Oh my. How exciting. Bill enrapt at last. And how you do see everything, Beatrice! Love the description of Belle's glowing, smiling face. Women are lovely when they are loved.
Glad you got the quotation neatly into your blog. Only Hortense could get away with such an unusual opening comment, but what gave you the idea for it, Beatrice?
Rather a lot there to respond to Marianne - but I thank you for it all! It's lovely when readers seem to take the points so beautifully.
Where did I get the idea for Hortense's preposterous opening remarks? Oh, just from having loved them myself for years and years I guess - and finding a credible medium at last, for their utterance...
Not the sort of thing I'd ever, EVER dream of trying to get away with myself, you understand!
That was a beautiful episode Beatrice! You set the scene and transported us there so simply. I didn't want to leave. I just wanted to keep watching and listening. Delightful.
Hortense is magnificent - her behaviour was very amusing. And it was credible, I'm sure I've met her sort. As for Roland being a trusty calculator - !
Right, I'm off to read the next instalment....
Huzzah! I love it! Belle and Bill, perfect. And what a hoot Hortense is , I hope we see/hear her again?
Perfection.
Have just returned to discover Bill in love.
How delightful - on to the next instalment to catch up fully before you return.....
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